terrascapes

been a really really long time since i’ve updated. I know. but then…. my life is has been pretty much uninteresting. u know the usual.. work, eat, drink, sleep, work, eat, drink, sleep.. where does ANYONE find time to do anything else?!!!!?

anyways.. terrascapes LLP is officially.. eh.. official… gg to be registering the domain name soon and if anyone is going to volunteer to do the website up eh hem.. pro bono.. i wont complain =p

terrascapes is basically an LLP because… i don’t want to get sued my ass off. not like i have any assets to begin with .. but.. well u get my point. so sandy will be the landscape consultant and the .. gardener.. hur hur hur….

su leng has so kindly agreed to help us with the namecard designs (it’s so pretty but sandy isn’t letting me have one for myself!) can see some mock-ups here. all opinions will be highly appreciated. hur hur hur.

yeah so… if you have anyone who wants to do landscaping for their garden, let me know yah? brudder price okay? =p

ok song time!

Queen - No One But You (Only The Good Die Young)

A hand above the water
An angel reaching for the sky
Is it raining in heaven -
Do you want us to cry?

And everywhere the broken-hearted
On every lonely avenue
No-one could reach them
No-one but you

One by one
Only the Good die young
They’re only flying too close to the sun
And life goes on -
Without you…

Another Tricky Situation
I get to drownin’ in the Blues
And I find myself thinkin’
Well - what would you do?

Yes! - it was such an operation
Forever paying every due
Hell, you made a sensation
You found a way through

One by one
Only the Good die young
They’re only flyin’ too close to the sun
We’ll remember -
Forever…

And now the party must be over
I guess we’ll never understand
The sense of your leaving
Was in the way it was planned…

So we grace another table
And raise our glasses one more time
There’s a face at the window
And i aint never, never saying goodbye…

One by one
Only the Good die young
They’re only flyin’ too close to the sun
Cryin’ for nothing
Cryin’ for no-one
No-one but you

and when you said I scared you, I guess you scared me too

Concrete Blonde - Joey

Joey, baby - don’t get crazy
Detours. Fences… I get defensive
I know you’ve heard it all before -
so I don’t say it anymore
I just stand by and let you
fight your secret war.
And though I used to wonder why -
I used to cry till I was dry.
Still sometimes I get a strange pain inside
Oh, Joey, if you’re hurting so am I.

Joey, honey - I got the money
All is forgiven. Listen, listen
And if I seem to be confused
I didn’t mean to be with you.
And when you said I scared you,
well I guess you scared me too.

But we got lucky once before
And I don’t wanna close the door
And if you’re somewhere out there
passed out on the floor.
Oh Joey, I’m not angry anymore.

And if I seem to be confused
I didn’t mean to be with you.
And when you said I scared you,
Well I guess you scared me too.
Well if its love you’re looking for
Then i can give a little more
And if you’re somewhere drunk and
passed out on the floor.
Oh Joey, I’m not angry anymore.

Angry anymore..
Angry anymore..

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Ack another one of those songs. You know those that give you goosebumps and send shivers down your spine? yeah. this song is so damn neurotic i swear, but nonetheless.. it’s a good song. or maybe i just like neurotic songs. hur hur.I guess it’s scary shit when you can relate to songs. comforting in a way, cos you’re not the only one going through that kinda shit. or maybe we just choose to read into songs such that it relates to our lives.“Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet. ” - Plato3/5ths of my (in)sanity is gone in Australia, and I’m gonna lose another 1/5th to US come July. I’m so sad! =( I need my drinking dudes back here…

Seemingly there’s so much in my mind, but I can’t seem to put them down in words. One of those times when language fails me.

Might be the Chivas though.

the hen’s night

well apparently it was.. lol

*warning.. image intensive *

Shijie, Grace & I at Roomful of Blues

Me & Diana at Roomful of Blues

Me & Diana again at Roomful of Blues

Ok.. Diana is officially a camwhore.

uh.. right.

Cindy, Shijie & Grace at Roomful of Blues

Shijie, Grace, Me, Diana & Cindy at Roomful of Blues

Me, Diana & Eva at MOS 54!

Cindy & Shijie at 54.

Me and Diana at 54.

Cindy, Shijie, Grace & I at 54.

Mel, Me & Effy at 54. My bunnies came down after mel’s primary school bash or something..

Effy the nutcase who bought like 2 dozen shots as soon as she stepped in to 54.

Me, Diana & Effy at 54. the only 2 who stayed on. lol.

Me & Diana at 54. Diana is damn red can..

Me & Effy at 54. about getting there.

Diana and Effy at 54. yesh..

Diana getting picked up by some dodgy guy who has china guy friends asking whose “bursday” it was.

I kissed her eye. I have no idea why. — trying to convince the guys around that we were indeed like.. lesbian lovers or something.

Favourite photo of the night!

hur hur.. so the night ended with both of them puking (Effy at MOS’ toilet — thank goodness, & Diana right outside her doorstep). but i have to say.. it was fun. thanks to those who came and made my night. and Thank GOD you guys didn’t hire any strippers. i’d be so damned turned off. and did you see the guys at MOS 54? my GOODNESS damn cannot make it. can’t complain about the free drinks though. =)

lol.. oooogie.. time to attempt to start working (in other words.. forums.. facebook.. pvponline.. other random webcomics…), or get totally stressed out for the next 3 days and collapse on Saturday. grrr…

going back to my chinese roots

王力宏 - Kiss Goodbye

Baby不要再哭泣 这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口 但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤 同时在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回 还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走去跟随

幸福搭配悲伤 同时在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回 还欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味

每一次和你分开 深深地被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开 每一次Kiss You Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

or maybe it’s just me getting emo.. you know how listening to chinese songs makes you damn emo cos of the incredibly cheesy lyrics. kinda makes you go insanely depressed. or maybe it’s the piano acoustics.

this song has been on repeat at work, in my car.. i feel almost ah lian listening to it in the car when my windows are rolled down and people are staring in & wondering how crazy it is that this woman is blasting a song like this and singing at the top of her lungs. lol. some more try to look cool in her oakley shades. hahahaha.. wrong combination i swear. i think it’s hilarious.

so anyways… i’m getting gum ulcers cos of the stress of the .. impending event i think… diana seems to be more excited & stressed for me though lol… actually the only one less stressed than me is probably sandy himself. >growl<

soooo… ok i’m going to drown myself in the song some more.. lol..

oh wait.. sneak preview..

ok bye bye!

sugar daddy needed

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY is the property market so gawddamn buttfucken slow….

i need to close more deals, really. my goodness i want to kill people. this is fucken annoying.

Santa, please grant me more close-able deals, Or a sugar daddy.

I’ve been a really good girl! =)

WoW

Man.. it’s been a long time since I’ve watched this video. something just eats inside when I do. Can’t be sure if non-WoW gamers will understand but damn the creator of this video is damn solid.

for the record, it’s not going to make play WoW again. lol. but it’s great anyways. perfect song for a perfect vid.

a little more time

Gabrielle - Give Me A Little More Time

You tried your best to show me
That you really cared
said if there were days I was lonely
Just call you - you´d be there

You tried your best convinced me
That you understand
And if I need someone to hold on to
You wanted to be the man

Then I knew it was true
All the feelings that I had inside for you
I could not deny
Though many times I tried

Give me a little more time
I need to make up my mind
Cos you know I´m in two minds
I wanna be more than your friend
Ooh I just can´t pretend any longer
Feelings getting stronger

Give me a little more time….

You´ve been there when I´ve needed
You´ve never let me down
I just don´t know how I´d cope
Without you being around

Feelings have grown between us
Though friends we have been
Don´t you think it complicates things
Or is it just me

Then I knew it was true
All the feelings that you had
I shared them too
I could not deny
Though many times I tried

Give me a little more time….

Give me a little more time
I need to make up my mind

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yeah.. i need a little more time for everything really. I don’t know who I am anymore. scary shit.on a brighter note, I just came back from Bangkok with my sis a few days ago again.

overspent, overate. so now i’m fat and broke. but i enjoyed myself. hur hur.

ok LISTEN TO THE SONG! okok bye bye.

If you ever need holding, and no holding back…

Jackson Browne - Sky Blue and Black

In the calling out to one another
Of the lovers up and down the strand
In the sound of the waves and the cries
Of the seagulls circling the sand
In the fragments of the songs
Carried down the wind from some radio
In the murmuring of the city in the distance
Ominous and low

I hear the sound of the world where we played
And the far too simple beauty
Of the promises we made

If you ever need holding
Call my name, Ill be there
If you ever need holding
And no holding back, Ill see you through
Sky blue and black

Where the touch of the lover ends
And the soul of the friend begins
Theres a need to be separate and a need to be one
And a struggle neither wins
Where you gave me the world I was in
And a place I could make a stand
I could never see how you doubted me
When I’d let go of your hand

Yeah, and I was much younger then
And I must have thought that I would know
If things were going to end

And the heavens were rolling
Like a wheel on a track
And our sky was unfolding
And itll never fold back
Sky blue and black

And I’d have fought the world for you
If I thought that you wanted me to
Or put aside what was true or untrue
If Id known thats what you needed
What you needed me to do

But the moment has passed by me now
To have put away my pride
And just come through for you somehow

If you ever need holding
Call my name, Ill be there
If you ever need holding
And no holding back, Ill see you through

You’re the color of the sky
Reflected in each store-front window pane
You’re the whispering and the sighing
Of my tires in the rain
You’re the hidden cost and the thing thats lost
In everything I do
Yeah and I’ll never stop looking for you
In the sunlight and the shadows
And the faces on the avenue
Thats the way love is
That’s the way love is
That’s the way love is
Sky blue and black

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how could this song be sitting around in my hard drive for so long with me never realizing how amazing jackson browne is? omg this song is so calming its unbelievable. i can almost hear my heart beating in rhythm to it.

why does every damn song make me so emo?

chivas!

say hello to chivas!

bought over by kenny — it’s comforting to know that at least i’ll still get to see her.

this is her daddy, chipolata:

and her mummy, mico:

isn’t Chivas such a darling? how can anyone not fall in love with her? =)

say i love you then say goodbye

England Dan and John Ford Coley - I’d Really Love To See You Tonight

Hello, yeah, it’s been a while.
Not much, how ’bout you?
I’m not sure why I called,
I guess I really just wanted to talk to you.
And I was thinking maybe later on,
We could get together for a while.
It’s been such a long time,
And I really do miss your smile.

I’m not talking ’bout moving in,
And I don’t want to change your life.
But there’s a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I’d really love to see you tonight.

We could go walking through a windy park,
Or take a drive along the beach.
Or stay at home and watch t.v.
You see, it really doesn’t matter much to me.

I’m not talking ’bout moving in,
And I don’t want to change your life.
But there’s a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I’d really love to see you tonight.

I won’t ask for promises,
So you won’t have to lie.
We’ve both played that game before,
Say I love you, then say goodbye.

I’m not talking ’bout moving in,
And I don’t want to change your life.
But there’s a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I’d really love to see you tonight.

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current favourite song. i can relate. oh man i’m so fucken emo. too many things going on in my life.
it always hits you all at once at the wrong-est of times.
geez. i really hate making decisions. i hate confronting problems even more.

I just want to dig a hole in the ground and bury myself right now.